getting in a new routine

 The first few days of Heidi being in school were a little rough.  It was rough for me trying to figure out how to make the time productive and not focus on missing Heidi and really hard on Savanna.  Heidi and Savanna are always together.  Always.  It's weird to see one without the other.  They depend on each other.  Sometimes they fight and it drives me nuts. but they also play really well together most of the time.  When we build our new house I don't know if they are really going to separate to different rooms.  They both depend on each other now and don't like going to sleep later or earlier than the other.  It's pretty cute.

 Today we dropped Heidi off at school and for the first time Savanna didn't cry.  I have been trying to not let myself get busy with stuff like housework and focus the time on Savanna and Caimbree.  I am really starting to cherish this time with my two littlest.  Their favorite thing to do is play outside as soon as we get back.

 I want to use the time to work with Savanna a little bit on preschool stuff.  She still has 3 years before kindergarten because of her late birthday and she isn't really interested in sitting down and doing workbook pages or anything.  Her learning style is different than Heidi's and I am having fun figuring out what works with her.  The last few times we have been working on counting.  She used to count, "One, two, one two".  So we went on the trampoline and counting our bum jumps, then we counted how many times we could run around the trampoline, then we counted our high jumps.  Today we counted how many times we were swinging and surprise!  Savanna can now count to 10!  This might not seem like that big of deal, but I have been trying to work with her on some of this stuff for months and she has shown no interest.  It is so rewarding to work with her and figure out what she likes and how she learns.  I am so in love with her personality.  She is getting so creative and I always consider her to be my little free spirit.  It is so fun watching her grow and change.

 Caimbree has also been enjoying a little more attention.  She is such a dream and we all love her so much.  She seems to have a shy and cautious personality.  She LOVES to be outside.  She gets excited over animals.  She loves climbing on everything and has recently figured out how to get on a chair.  She adores slides and especially likes to try to climb up them.  She loves to be read to and is convinced that whatever book someone else has is the exact one she needs.

Caimbree also started walking this weekend.  She is 14 months old and is my latest walker.  I am happy to see her walking because I was really starting to get nervous that maybe there was something wrong with her hips or legs.  Once she started walking, however, it really hit how fast she is growing up.  She is most likely my last baby and knowing that this is the last time I will experience one of my babies learning to walk was a little bittersweet.  What a dream baby she has been....if I knew I would get another one just like her I would have twelve more.  In case I haven't mentioned it before, I love my girls.  I love being a mom.  Some days are so hard and overwhelming, and sometimes I am not quite sure who I was before I became a mom, but I wouldn't change this life for anything.  They are growing and changing faster than I can keep up and my heart just keeps filling up with more and more love for them every day.

celebrating heidi

 Last night we got to celebrate Heidi's birthday! She had the BEST day at school.  She got a birthday sticker, a birthday hat, a birthday pencil, and a book from her "best teachers ever".  She was on cloud nine when she got home.  She apparently also invited her friend Georgia over to celebrate. Apparently she told her the name of our street and that we live in a white house that has a bird on the side of it.  So funny.

Jeff came home a little bit early (4:30) to be with his birthday girl.  We had her requested dinner of spaghetti and then she was ready to open presents.  She got clothes, a dance leotard with a tutu, a gift card from Grandma H., some new books, and a new bike helmet.

We also got her a pedal bike. Our plan was to have it in the back of the van and then go to the lake and surprise her with it there but it was raining.  So Jeff and Savanna put it on the porch while she was putting on her helmet.

 I kept her distracted and then told her we were going to go see if she was big enough for a bike her friend gave her (she probably won't be for at least 3 more years).  Jeff sat on the porch dinging the bell on her new bike.  She kept saying, "Whats that noise?  What is that noise??"

 She was pretty thrilled when she went outside and saw the source.  She had tried this bike before and we told her we weren't going to get it so she was quite thrilled to see it again.

 Everyone wanted a chance to sit on it.  Caimbree looked pretty cute on it and screamed bloody murder when we took her off.  She just wants to be one of the big girls!

 Heidi is still super nervous on bikes, especially in our neighborhood with the steep hills but she gave it a try and we are going to a flat area tonight so she can really get used to it.

Then we celebrated with the ladybug cake the birthday girl requested.  It wasn't quite how I envisioned it, but she was pretty pleased with it so I suppose that's all that matters.  She was disappointed to wake up today and realize it was no longer her birthday.  I reminded her that it will be here faster than we think it will.  Plus she got to take her gift card and choose her present from grandma and that made her so very happy.  She has been busy playing with her new lego kit and dressing the barbie doll she always wanted all afternoon.  I think it's safe to say five was a fun birthday to celebrate!

happy birthday, heidi bug

8.19.2010

8.19.2011

8.19.2012

8.19.2013

Happy 5th Birthday to my

beautiful Heidi.

It feels like yesterday I held you in my arms

for the first time.  I didn't think I could ever love you more than I did in that moment.

It turns out I was wrong.  I love you

more and more every single day.

What a smart, responsible, creative, and kind

girl you are.  The world is a better place with

you in it.  I hope your day is out of this world.

I love you, baby girl.

8.19.2014

8.19.2015

first day of pre-k

 Today was the day Heidi has been waiting for...Pre-K!  This whole week has been exciting actually because she started dance Monday and had the "best time ever".  Last night we put the"ready confetti" under her pillow that her teacher gave her at open house to help her sleep.  She woke up happy as could be.  She quickly got dressed and started asking if it was time at 6:30 am.  She ate her breakfast, made her lunch, brushed her teeth and had her backpack on by 7:30.  The whole morning all Savanna did was bawl.  She kept saying she wanted to go to Pre-K too.  I kept telling her she could go to preschool too but it would be in her own class and that only made her madder.  I told her she was going to do preschool at home and have special time with me and that made her even madder.  All she wanted was Heidi.

After we dropped Heidi off in her classroom and Heidi gave Savanna a final hug and kiss Savanna was inconsolable.  You know you're in the south when every person we passed on the way out responded with, "Oh, bless her heart."  We went to the park and met with some friends, had some lunch, and before we knew it, it was time to pick up Heidi!  She was over the moon about school and said she can't wait until Monday to go back.  I hope her enthusiasm continues and that Savanna gets used to the time apart.  Heidi seems pretty exhausted from her day.  I still can't believe she's old enough for all of this and I am so glad she had such a fun day!

mammoth cave

 Today we decided to take the girls to Mammoth Cave.  We had a great time!

 We just did the self directed tour since the others were two hours and we knew that might be a little much for the girls to stay with a group and listen in a dark, enclosed space.

 The girls thought it was really cool. Afterwards we had a picnic and then went for a little hike.  The weather was beautiful and we had such a great day together!

On the way home we stopped and let Heidi try out a few pedal bikes.  It was nice to see her on a bike again.  Overall, it was a great day!  I love spending time with my little family!

pre-k open house

 Yesterday was Heidi's open house at the First United Methodist preschool!  Her teachers are clearly amazing and her classroom is perfect.  She could not be more thrilled and is so disappointed she has to wait until next Wednesday for the first day.

Savanna kept saying she wanted to go too.  I said, "I can sign you up for the two year old class, but you have to go without mom." To which she replied, "No preschool for Zanny.  Okay?"  Oh my goodness my kids are nervous about being away from me.  But I never, ever thought Heidi would ever leave the room without me and now she is ready to go so I am sure it will click with Savanna at some point too.

 Being in her classroom brought back so many wonderful memories for me.  I knew exactly the kind of work that was put into getting that classroom so organized and prepared and I appreciate it so much!  I am so grateful to have found this little program and for the teachers that are going to take care and teach
 my baby twice a week.  The first day will be fun for Heidi, but emotional for me.  I am so grateful she missed the deadline.  I look at it as such a gift.  I know she would have done really well in kindergarten.  She is just the school type....but the fact that I get to have her at home an entire extra year of her life is priceless.

 Heidi was so excited to find her cubby with her name by it and her chair.  She was thrilled with how many girls were in her class and has already picked out the girl she thinks is going to be her best friend.  She has already started coming up with fun games she is going to play on the playground at recess.  Where has my baby gone??  I mean, seriously.  It happens so fast.  I love watching her enjoy some independence and spread her wings a little, but can we please just slow it down a touch??!

belle meade plantation

 My mom and sister left for home today.  We went for a hike at Montgomery Bell Park in the morning and then we got everything loaded and headed into Nashville.  We got lunch and headed to one of the places we wanted to see on our list: Belle Meade Plantation.  I actually enjoyed it more than the Hermitage even though I love the Hermitage as well.  The girls had a blast with the yard games they had out: Beanbag toss, horseshoes, and croquet.  It was pretty hot in the sun, but they seemed to have fun anyway.  They were glad to have Melissa there.  Savanna was quite out of sorts because she had fallen out of bed at 5:30 in the morning (yes, she has a rail) and hadn't had a nap.  She was pretty whiny.  She is my one who really hates the heat so that didn't help.

 We walked around the plantation until it was our turn for the mansion tour.  You can't take pictures in the mansion but it was beautiful and we learned so much.  Savanna was a mess but fell asleep in my arms during the last ten minutes or so of the tour.  Considering how tired she was, she actually did pretty well.  We dropped my mom and sister off and headed home.  Heidi is having a really, really hard time not having Melissa here.  She went to bed and woke up an hour later bawling.  I asked her what was wrong and she said she just wants Melissa to come back and that she is afraid she isn't going to come back.  It breaks my heart.  Heidi and Melissa have a special little bond and I wish they lived closer together.  We had a fun time at Belle Meade and look forward to going back another time...maybe in the fall when it isn't quite as hot.