you havin' a good day?

When Heidi sees Savanna on the floor, she usually wants to join her because
"Heidi needs a little rest"...she has a pretty stressful life.

 Heidi says the funniest things and they are so much more entertaining if you hear her say them in person.  Lately I have been getting such a kick out of what she says to Savanna.  The other day Savanna was in her bouncy seat and I was washing dishes.  I told Heidi to talk to Savanna for me.  She obediently went over, got right in her face, and said, "You havin' a good day Vanna?  Yes you are."  Then she came back to "help" me wash dishes.  At least she tried.

 Heidi has really surprised us with how well she has adjusted to having a new sibling.  When she got in the laundry basket for a ride she wanted to make sure Savanna was included.  "Vanna likes this!  Vanna wigglin' around!  Vanna loves Heidi!"

 If we don't understand what Heidi says, she repeats herself and says, "OH!"

Heidi: Member the green soap, mom?  Member that?
Me: The green soap for the dishes?
Heidi:  OH!!  The green soap at the car wash!

She also likes to come up with something and then say, "good idea".  "Heidi's coloring on the diaper box.  Good idea."  Everything is usually good news too.  "Good news!  Heidi's blanket came today.  Heidi's so happy."

 I hope Savanna loves to read as much as Heidi does, but I think Heidi wants her to like books even more than I do.  She reads to her all the time...especially when she gets a new stack from the library.  I love to listen to Heidi read.  She generally reads the story almost word for word, but every page always starts with, "One time..."  Then when she finishes she says, "That was a cute book.  Heidi read that so cute."  Cute is definitely her favorite word.

I can't believe Savanna is already almost four weeks old.  She is just as sweet as they come.  I can't wait until she sleeps longer stretches at night, but what a joy she is to our family.  I am so glad Heidi loves her so much.  When she is moving more Heidi will definitely be a bit more frustrated since she already says, "Vanna don't color with Heidi's crayons.  She won't."  I wonder how much she will love her sister when she actually can pick up, grab, and ruin her stuff!

adjusting

 It's been awhile since I posted and I was thinking I better post so I don't forget life with two little, darling girls.

We have been doing well, but there has definitely been some adjusting.  You know, the hormone changes after having a baby which includes loads of crying for no apparent reason...healing from the c-section (which has been sooo much more difficult this time)....feeling guilty not spending as much time with either girl as I would like to...exhaustion from lack of sleep, etc.

 Of course there have been lots of sweet moments too.  I have been lucky to have help after Savanna's arrival.  Jeff was home the first week, which was nice for Heidi and of course me.  The next week I had my mom here, which was nice because I was able to go get some newborn pictures of Savanna (without having to have Heidi come along and be bored).  Our new neighbor is a photographer and we are looking forward to having a photographer neighbor!  She did a great job and I am sure I will cherish these pictures.  Heidi had a blast with my sister too.

 I am grateful to have a hubby who loves his little girls as much as I do.  We just can't get over the size different between the two girls.

 Savanna is still just about as sweet as they could possibly come, but she still has a bit of trouble sleeping at night.  The hardest part is that the only time she wants to sleep is when she is nursing.  As soon as I lay her down, she is wide awake and wanting to eat.  It makes for long nights, but she is such a sweet, mellow little one I can't complain too much.  It wouldn't be so hard if I didn't have a two year old to chase around during the day.

Heidi is a great big sister and loves to give Savanna kisses whenever she can.  She hates it when I have to feed her little sister, but other than that, she still loves the idea of having a new little one around.  In other news, we are still focused on getting into the house...the sooner the better.  It is definitely getting to the fun stage as we see the cabinets, trim, and flooring going in, but we are still at least two weeks out.  It couldn't get here fast enough!

Savanna's Story

Savanna Marie

11/2/2012

10:42pm

5 lb 15 oz

16.5 in

So happy to see our beautiful little girl for the first time.

Savanna's due date was November 17.  For some reason the entire time Jeff and I both felt she would come early.  We knew with a c-section she would come at least a week before that, but we had this nagging feeling it would be before that.  We have had a lot of stress with the house being built and I tried desperately to tell myself our little one would make it until her scheduled arrival.

I had my doctor appointment scheduled for Friday, November 2. I made it for the last appointment of the day hoping Jeff could make it.  Jeff was on call and told me there was absolutely no way he would make the appointment.  I really didn't want to drive down by myself when we were just going to drive down a week later for the c-section.

I had been having contractions and a lot of really sharp pains (and had been having them for over a week) and my gut told me to just go to the appointment.  I kept the appointment, but I told myself I had until Thursday to cancel it, which is what I was planning on doing.  I had myself convinced I wasn't having contractions and that Heidi didn't come early so we could make it to the next week.

Finally, after not feeling the baby move much, I decided to just be safe and go to the appointment.  I packed for that night thinking that if for some reason I was going to have the baby, Jeff would have to come down and he would have time to grab what we needed.

I was worried about driving with Heidi all by myself since she isn't such a stellar traveler.  She surprised me and was an absolute angel the whole way.  We left early and went to my in-law's house.  My mother-in-law was kind enough to offer to watch Heidi while I went to my appointment.  I left while Heidi was sleeping so she wouldn't see me leave and have a meltdown.

When I got to the doctor he was concerned because I had lost weight.  The time before my measurement had been the same for two weeks so he was concerned about that too.  He checked me and said I was dilated to 3.5 cm.  He asked if I was having contractions.  Then he sent me to the hospital to monitor contractions.  I was sure I wasn't having any and that I would be sent home.  I felt bad because I never told Heidi I was even leaving and I had no idea how long I would be stuck at the hospital.

The nurse came in and said I was dilated to 4 cm.  The contractions started to hit and more frequently.

The doctor came in and said we were probably going to have to do the c-section that night if I continued to get more dilated.  I started to panic and tried to get in touch with Jeff.  He had taken the bus to work and decided to stay late because we weren't home so he was going to try to get ahead of things.  I had no way to reach him and by the time I finally did, his only option was to wait for the bus to arrive at 7pm, ride the bus 45 minutes home, and then hurry to American Fork.

By this point the contractions were getting really strong and I was dilated to 5 cm.  I tried to hold them off checking because the doctor didn't think we should wait any longer.  He said 10 pm was the latest he dared wait.  Needless to say, Jeff drove fast, didn't have time to pack anything we needed, but arrived at 10 pm.

Jeff quickly suited up, they got me all ready and before we knew it, we had a beautiful, tiny little girl.

We knew her name was supposed to be Savanna because of how Heidi reacted to the name when we told her different names.  We didn't know how we wanted to spell it.  We always thought we would spell it the traditional way (Savannah) until we looked at the family history and saw how many women were named Anna on Jeff's side.  Without the 'h' we felt it would highlight that part of her name.    Her middle name comes from my mom, Jeff's mom, and my name.

 So far, Savanna has been an absolute dream of a newborn.  I remember Heidi seemed pretty easy until about 3 weeks, so we will see, but so far, she eats really well and she is just super mellow.  She definitely has her days and nights reversed, but with time I am sure it will get better.  We weren't completely ready for a newborn, but she has made it so incredibly easy.  We love having this little piece of heaven in our home and already feel more complete with her here.  Heidi has been adjusting so incredibly well so far and cannot get enough of her sweet little sister.  We feel so blessed to have another healthy little girl and we are so happy she has luscious locks just like her sister!

just beezin around

 We had a great Halloween.  When we carved pumpkins Heidi insisted on hers being a cute kitty and her soon to be sister's a Frankenstein.  Perhaps there is some hidden meaning to that, but we had fun carving nonetheless and she has thoroughly enjoyed looking at her pumpkins each and every morning.  Do not ask me what is up with her face lately in pictures.  She thinks it's funny to either pull a cheesy smile, no smile, or try to purposely not smile.  Little stink.

 Heidi was a bumblebee this year and loved it.  She kept telling us, "Heidi look darling" and "Heidi just beezin around".  (When she hears flies she tells us she hears them 'beezin' around too...it is so cute).

 Jeff had an unscheduled power outage and almost all the festivities, but thankfully he went in at 3am to make sure he was home in time to take his little bee trick or treating.

Heidi got to wear her costume three different times this year--library party, trunk or treat at the church, and trick or treating.  I thought she would get sick of it, but she just couldn't wait to dress up each and every time.  She couldn't have been more fun.  She made out at all the houses because she was so sweet.  She would quietly knock on the door and while she was knocking she would say, "knock, knock, knock!"  It was so cute.  Then she was really good about saying, "Trick or treat" and "thank you" after each house.  She preferred if women answered the door and talked a little quieter and stood a little closer to mom and dad if it was a man.  Jeff and I had the best time watching her excitement and we were so happy that the weather turned around in time for Halloween.  It was the perfect night!